Imagine

fyl

2011-10-02T02:31:00.000+08:00

so am I the bitch now?

what the hell

2011-10-02T01:50:00.002+08:00

Will update on what's been going on soon...
Right now I need to rant! UGH.
Mentioned it casually and accidentally, but you manage to make a big fuss out of it, making me feel guilty. Sigh, what am I supposed to do. What do you want me to do now? I've comforted you time and time again. But sometimes, its just, you talk too much about your own insecurities. It worries me but at the same time, I don't understand why you would want to show your vulnerable side on the world wide web. It almost seems like you're just craving for the attention. Not tryna be mean or whatever, but the way you talk about your flaws, it just seems a little excessive. I sound like such a bitch for not caring sometimes, but honestly, it sounds a little bit scripted and untrue. Like, its just a way for you to get noticed and pitied. And to add on, why do you want to be known as the "pity case". Its like, you expect people to give you the chance because they pity you? C'mon, fight for it, prove it. I always hear you say that. But when the time comes and you don't deliver, I hear you make excuses about it. Why? Weren't you the one who said we shouldn't be giving excuses? I keep hearing the words, "pain" or "chance" or "opportunity" or whatever. It's not like we don't go through the pain. Okay I get it that you have alot of medical problems. (OMG I SOUND LIKE SUCH A BITCH HATE MYSELF UGH) But... it's not like we don't suffer or go through the same muscle pains? I don't get it, if I were you and the pain bothers me THAT much. I would just quit. I always see you talking about the pain you go through, I guess trying to make yourself sound strong and someone who doesn't give up. But if I were you, if I was that headstrong, I wouldn't mention a word about it. It's like, I'd rather be proud of myself for going through with the pain. Why do you have to broadcast it to the world? To get a pat on the shoulder for your endurance? I guess it goes to show that you need the attention of others to get rid of your insecurities? It gets frustrating sometimes. Because I always feel bad about it. IDK why. You rant so much on twitter and no one seems to care. So i'm the one always doing the comforting. But at times, you turn my words against me and i'm stunned. Like okay, I try to comfort you but then you say that I give you false hope? I was only trying to be nice. I won't tell you to quit or give up right. Everytime, I tell you to be strong and carry on. But you make use of the words and say some shit about me telling comforting lies? I don't get it. Why do you do this? It's not like i'm spiting you on purpose. Sigh, right now, I don't know what to do...

we'll be a dream.

2011-08-27T02:56:00.002+08:00

WANTED TO BLOG PICTURES BUT MY HARD DRIVE IS NOT PLUGGED IN...

-SOBZ-

(this blog so boring...)

EXHAUSTION...

2011-08-27T02:54:00.001+08:00

destroys the freaking mind body and soul.

2011-08-27T02:36:00.002+08:00

Hari Raya is coming!~
3 more days to be exact.
& it means 3 more days of fasting before I can feast on anything at anytime. ;)
Teehee gosh I swear I'm suchhhhh a glutton.
But fasting month really teaches you how to be thankful for the food and drinks that we have.
Because hunger and thirst definitely ain't a good feeling.
So everytime you tuck into a big plate of chicken rice or take a gulp of that refreshing ice lemon tea, think of all those people who do not have that luxury, pray for their well-being, and thank god you were blessed with the things you have in your life. :) #notetoself
Haha okay aside from that, this month has also been all about EXAMS.
Sigh, the word everyone hates, the time everyone dreads.
Because for a whole month, we literally give up our lives to do one thing: STUDY.
"I had a big plate of study for breakfast, lunch and dinner" #sadlife
On monday, the 23rd to be exact, I had MATHEMATICS A.
Despite ATTEMPTING to study and revise, the paper was a killer.
Couldn't find the answers for most of the questions, and this fickle thing called TIME wasn't on my side.
Felt so depressed after the paper. HAIZZZZZZZZZ.
Today, the 26th, I had ANALYTICAL AND PHYSICAL CHEMISTRY.
Calculations all the way.
Gosh another killer paper, despite ATTEMPTING to study(and I swear I put more effort into this subject)
And time was another factor!!
#majorlypissedoff because I couldn't finish all the darn questions.
Frustrating!!!!!!!
Okay, so I guess its probably because i'm extremely meticulous when it comes to workings, but like what the blehhhhhhhhh how to speed up calculations!!
It's not like I can speed up doing the calculations on the calculator.
What if I key in wrongly and then my whole question is wrong because of one STUPID and CARELESS mistake. #cui
SO IDK HOW...
GAH.
Gotta find a way...
After today's paper, I was thinking, Oh man that's it, goodbye gpa > 3.5. See you next time...
Depressing and demoralizing!!!!
On monday, I have BIOCHEMISTRY and wednesday, MICROBIOLOGY.
Sigh, and Hari Raya's on TUESDAY.
TELL ME HOW TO STUDY HUH HUH HUH?!
why...

-end of exam rant-
it's 2.50am now.
Haha what on earth.
I just ranted about how i'm struggling with my exams when...
I just wasted a total of 3 hours playing the sims social on facebook, tweeting, tumblring and blogging.
Hate how much I contradict myself sometimes.
Oh well...
Old habits die hard.
Goodnight!
(LOL siao ding dong I just blogged goodnight to myself wahaha #fail)

Self doubt at its peak.

2011-08-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

No confidence, no motivation.
I foresee that i'm just going to screw everything up and be shamed for life.
What is wrong with me...
Yeah, I guess its one of those moments where I question my existance and purpose in life.
What do I want to do? What do I plan to achieve?
Feeling like a fool because I don't have answers to those questions.
At this point i'm just going with the flow, being someone everyone expects me to be.
When will the time come when I finally break out of the mould?
When will the time come when I start taking control of my life and my future?
I don't know...
The future is so uncertain.
I really need some courage.

a picture speaks 5000 words. (II)

2011-07-26T00:19:00.004+08:00

PART II OF PHOTO UPDATE.

<3

<3 them even though they do mean things to me.

<3 polaroids!

dodgeball @ sentosa with SPU!

Frisbee camp!

a picture speaks 5000 words.

2011-07-26T00:11:00.003+08:00

Picture updates!! :D

VIA LE WEBCAMMMMMM. (Y)

(contacts!!!!!!! ^-^)

MICROBIO PRACTICAL!

MBIO LAB!

OKAY CIAO.

XOXOXO.

Monday blueeeeeezz.

2011-07-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

Survived training last friday!
Thankfully, my calf and the rest of my leg muscles didn't fail on me.
ALMOST tripped, but I didn't!
ALMOST twisted my ankle, but I didn't!
Hoorah!
Hahaha okay lame.
Today, came to school early for micrbio independant exercise!
We're doing an experiment to test out the effectiveness of hand sanitizer! :)
Pretty cool huh!
But okay, our results were sort of a failure so we had to re-do it.
Sigh...
Anyways, had dinner at SUMO HOUSE.
Cheap japanese food with free flow of green tea oohyeah~
And then I had Koi Milk Tea~
Which honestly, wasn't really that good.
Over rateddddddddddddd!! :/
Okay did some work, then had biochem tutorial.
Which was so gorrrrrrrrrry.
Elango described(infulldetail) how people in idkwhatcountry eat monkey brains.
IT WAS DISGUSTING AND SO CRUEL OH GOSH.
Animal rights!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOSH. TSK.
Okay went home on an empty train, and then went for a jog!
Improved by a minute!
Okay not good enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COME HOME EAT DINNER DO WORK NOW BLOGGING.
Yeah idk why i'm blogging.
Just had the urge to I guess. :3
Okay, wanna sleep early tonight!
LONG DAY TMR. 8-5. *sobs*
GUUUUDNAIT. <3

Polytechnic

2011-07-22T00:29:00.003+08:00

Poly life is helluva lot tiring.
Schoolwork, tutorials and projects are pilling up like crazy.
Long hours in school.
Plus CSCC subcom meetings and frisbee trainings.
Sigh frisbee trainings are tough!
Sprints, runs, cuts, catches and throws.
No joke.
But all the trainings are slowly making me stronger!!~ *power*
Hahaha one thing is, i'm not exactly the luckiest person.
Especially during wednesday trainings.
1st= Got hit in the lip by frisbee. Shoe laces came off 4 times during track so I ran one less round. #failnumerouno
2nd= Wasn't feeling so well during track. Only ran 2.4km and missed the PT. #failtwo
3rd= Got rammed by some huge guy!!! Got hit in the head by frisbee. And then left early for class BBQ. (which turned out to be sort of a failure?) #failthree
4th= Bad stitches. And then cramped twice on different legs. SIAN. #failfour
In summary, I have never fully fully completed a track training with PT. Sucks. I feel so weak compared to the rest. *sobs*
And my stamina and endurance are horribleeeeee.
Can't even survive 20 minutes of game play.
SIGH. So this all just VERY VERY new to me.
The world of sports, being in a team, trainings, everything physical!
Yeah, LITERALLY A WHOLE NEW WORLD~~!
But this is what I signed up for!
Determination will keep me going.
For myself and the team.
#Icandoit !!!!
Hahaha okay i'm blogging about this because its definitely a new phase in my life.
So, memories!!! :)
Sigh I really miss blogging.
Its nice to pour your heart out with the use of words.
Since we don't have essay writing now.
And especially since i'm in a science course and everything is just so technical and scientific.
No such thing as poetry or literature.
I miss writing.
I miss the arts.
Woah oh yeah, THE ARTS.
Singing for choir, playing the guitar, being artsy fartsy for photography!
I've completely neglected the artsy side of me!
AWWW MAN.
I'm just a dark,(VERY DARK. Tannest(sp?) i've ever been!)
Skinny ( Not good. I look anorexic. Ridiculous! I miss my cheek fats! I don't want sunken cheeks!)
and muscular girl. (Seriously. Check out my calf muscles. Like a man!)

Alright. Still have to rush through 2 projects.
:(
And there's training tmr!
Dunno how i'm going to manage running with such stiff calf muscles (I can't even walk properly, let alone run?!)
JIA YOU TO MYSELF.
[Yes I know, in this whole post i'm literally just talking to myself because no one reads this anyways. Except me teehee.]
Missed you blogger.
Goodnight!!
Timecheck 12.49am!!

Actually re-read and checked out my spelling and sentence structure.
Oh gosh my english is atrocious!
Speak properly, Anita.
Use less vulgarities.
Use less chinese.
Use more malay.
Teeheeeheeeheeeeheeeeheee. ^-^V

Dubai day 1!

2011-05-02T02:15:00.004+08:00

Okay, I shall just blog because I know that i'm the procrastination queen and if I don't start now i'll probably never finish blogging about the trip.

Alrighty, first day!!

14 February 2011, Monday.

Yes, we left on Valentine's day and our flight was at 9am(if i'm not wrong). At first I was pretty bummed that I'll be missing valentine's day(psst ya okay i know right, i don't even have a valentines -_-) BUT A GIRL CAN DREAM OKAY!!! (like y'know, someone will turn up at my doorstep with roses) HAHA. OKAY WTF. I watch waaaay too much romance shows/movies already. :B

Oh yeah, on the trip, went with mum and uncle tadin! Plan was to head to Dubai to visit Aunty Sam and then after spending some time in Dubai, we'll head to France with her to visit Aunty Zi and family(aka my cousins, whom I haven't seen in 8-9 years!! :( )

Went to the airport at 7~ Aunty Julie and Shila met us there to have b/f with us and to send us off~

Excited!!!!!! 7 hour flight to Dubai was alright! IN FLIGHT ENTERTAINMENT WAS AWESOME. Watched "The Social Network". It was a boring show. -_- But other than that they had a ton of other movies/tv shows/music. (Y)(Y) Food was alright too. :)

TOUCHDOWN IN DUBAI. Met Aunty SAM~~!! (L) The weather in Dubai was like 21 degrees? Just nice! But it was winter there. So the locals mentioned that its the perfect time to go there cos in summer its blazing hot and its unbearable to even leave the house/shopping centre.

Took a cab back to Aunty Sam's house. Ate lunch, and headed to Ibn Battuta mall. THE SHOPPING MALL IS HUGEE!!! Like 10X bigger than vivo(k maybe not 10 but it was huge!!)

The cool thing about the mall is they have different areas, like the Egyptian court, China Court, India Court etc... And being a huge mall they have a ton of shops. Didn't manage to shop though... Just walked.... and walked...

Met Uncle Khalid and had dinner at Tony Romas!! Only Uncle Tadin enjoyed his ribs. The rest of the food, was... not very good?

Left the mall and headed back to the apartment! Okay, even though its cool in the day, it gets VERY cold at night. Not just cold, but cold AND WINDY. Me and mum felt so stupid cos we were so unprepared, and we were shivering. -_- How smart of us for not bringing a jacket.

Once back in the apartment, unpacked, washed up and crasheddddd for the night. :)

ON THE FLIGHT ON THE WAY TO DUBAI!!~

(Desert city mad cool~)

WELCOME TO DUBAI!!~

In the cab~

The buildings are all built with this reflective glass surface. It looks bloody cool I tell you. Like some cool scene from a futuristic sci fi movie.

Egyptian court with all the damn cool hieroglyphics

China court!

It feels like chinese new year there!!

India Court!

The carvings and details were mighty intricate!! So beautiful.

Aunty Sam's apartment~

OKAY. TIME TO SLEEP. GOODNIGHT.

(yay!! blogger's photo upload is loads faster now!)

homg

2011-05-02T02:10:00.002+08:00

OMG OH YES.

I just realised I didn't blog about the trip!

4 days in Dubai and 13 days in Nice, France.

OKAY SOON SOON.

(must blog if not i'll eventually forget all the details -_-)

Hello.

2011-05-02T01:54:00.002+08:00

ITS MAY THE FIRST.
010511!!!
Okay, nice I haven't been to mycokelight in 4 months. Anyways, gonna update because I wanna read back and reminisce. (Y) I'M IN SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC, BIOTECHNOLOGY. DBT/FT/1A/02!!~ My class has alot of nice people!! But creepy people too LOL. Pretty glad that we're quite bonded. (most of us) And my class is filled with a ton of jokers so its all good. :) Lessons have beeen ridiculous. Poly life = teachers rushing through lectures and tutorials and doing our best to try to keep up with everything. Other than that, its pretty slack. Like what the lecturers say, we're all on our own now and it's our choice whether we choose to make the effort to keep up. So it's pretty scary. :/ I sort of miss the controlled environment of secondary school now. The uniforms and everything. (It's a pain to choose clothes to wear to school every single freakin' morning ughhhhhhhhh) Plus, I have to wake up like 2 hours earlier because the train ride is already 45 mins EVERY SINGLE DAY. Dunno how i'm gonna survive 45 min train rides everyday for 3 years. I guess my saviours are books, music or company. :)

Anyways, last week was like CCA orientation so I've signed up for CSCC, some hosting cca(signed up out of pity lol) and MMA(crazygirl). Pretty bummed that I didn't sign up for scuba diving!! HAVE TO SAVE UP FOR NEXT YEAR. 500 BUCKS!!! I can do it!

Yeah alright. It felt really good to blog. It just goes to show how much i've missed blogging and mycokelight. And I miss the era of blogging and blog hopping. Hardly no one ever has a blog now. It's either twitter, facebook or tumblr. LOL k to be honest i'm guilty of being active on all 3 but at least I still have a blogger account!!

Oooooh loook. It's 4 days to my 17th birthday!!! Hehehehehe. ^-^
Happy advanced birthday to me! (L)

2011-01-08T00:36:00.003+08:00

i'm so BORED...

my camera is so under used now. wanna go out and snap snap snap snap snap~~~

anyone...?

31st December 2010

2010-12-31T02:44:00.008+08:00

Hello. Today's officially the 31st of December 2010, the LAST day of the year 2010.

I have to admit, there has been many many ups and downs that i've endured or enjoyed. And to be honest, I regret not blogging as often because this year was truly epic and it sucks that I won't be able to reminisce it when my memory fails on me. ugh. Anyways, i'll probably go through what has happened, from what I remember. :)

(Fyi, this going to be DAMN wordy and long. Don't have to read it. It's just for my memory)

January 2010:

Start of secondary 4 for us. New teachers, Mr Xia and Ms Tham. Miss Tham is a really nice teacher and she has an amazing sense of humour and sarcasm. And I love that she's so frank and honest about her opinions hahahaha! Mr Xia sucks at English but kudos to him for making the effort!!! Hahahaha his pronounciation is damn cute! ("shoess?" "you... leader?") I can still recall how he tried to shut us up during homeroom and he made a speech in english and mandarin. LOL too cute. For the rest of the teachers, they were pretty much the same as last year. But for this year, they made changes to our chinese class and we were split according to our results. HAHAHA. Okay since I suck at chinese I was in the last class and our teacher was li lao shi. She's an awesome teacher. I really admire the fact that she tried her best to teach us the basics. Anyways, in the E class... wow okay our class was definitely defiant. But you could see that most of us really made the effort to improve our chinese. LOL i remember the lessons at the com lab where we would record ourselves to improve our oral. Hahaha good times good times.

Moving on, for most of january we were constantly reminded that this was an extremely crucial year for us because of the dreaded O's. But in January all of us couldn't care less hahaha. Oh yes, at the end of January(on the 23rd to be exact), we had a CIP activity at town. Hehehe, that was the day when we created our epic monkeybar dance! Ate lunch at the heeren, talked and talked and talked and played dress up at spotlight @ plaza sing. Hehehehe. After that we changed and headed to bugis for some retail therapy!

On the 29th, we celebrated fazzzzz's birthday at Pastamania! Yep thats all I remember for january!!!

February:
Okay woah I really can't remember much about feb. Except Valentine's day!!! HAHAHA.
Wynn came to my house and we made coookies for our beloveds for V day. AND I REMEMBEREDDDDDDDDD SOMETHING. She used my laptop and spammed me with Kpop videos that day. From supergirl to sorry sorry to nuabo to geeee. Hahaha. But at that time I couldn't care less! Valentine's day was sweeeet and even though i didn't have a valentine, I had my girlllllzzzzzzzzzz. (L) Okay thats all for febbb i can't remember a thing now. :/

March: Had some CIP thing at the beach. And then on the 12th, celebrated wai yee's birthday at jera's house after a game of ball. :) Oh yessssssss on march the 11th, it was SPORTS DAY. Did cca duty and ran for the photography~~ LOL. We finished 3rd last. At least not last considering that we were the only club that took part. Hahahah! OH YES ON THE 7TH OF MARCH, IT WAS THE PARAMORE CONCERT!!!! Omg it was damn damn damn awesome. Joey went with me and we both jumped and screamed and sang omg it WAS SO AWESOME. At least I got to see them perform live before zac and josh left. Boohoooooo. Anyways I missed out an outing! After sports day, we went to catch alice in wonderland and it was also a celebration for wai yee's birthday!! Hahaha I have videos of wynn and wai yee walking like the white queen. Hehehe. Thats all I recall for march. (Based on the pictures in my phone!~) AND YES, march was the month that I got my beloved D3000~~ WOOHOO. Okay from march onwards pictures were taken by the camera so no more pictures in my phone. MARCH WAS ALSO THE MONTH WHERE THE BIG COMMOTION OCCURED ON TWITTER. Okay, i'm definitely not gonna elaborate on that because it was a dark day. And I remembered that it occured on a friday. -____-

April: On the 16th of April, we had crescendo II. Everyone dressed up and the girls looked stunning. Wynnnnn performed!!! Plus its actually the first time(and only time) that we got to see her perform. LOL. Tons of pictures from that day! April was also speech day!
Other than that I can't remember anything else that happened in April. LOL. STM.

May:
Birthday month!!!!! Okay but it was also our mid year exam month. :B "Luckily" for me, my birthday fell on the same day as chemistry paper 2. I received my first present from DJ chong/Wen Xian before the paper!! Definitely cheered me up~ After the killer paper, received another gift. Headed to macs for breakfast with jera, wy and faz and they surprised me with a cute cute tom and jerry cake!! (L)(L) ZZZ, my birthday was really anti climax cos everyone else had papers after that and I couldn't celebrate so I ended up coming back home to sleeeeep. LOL. Such a loser. Had dinner @ mad jacks and headed to tuition. SUCH A SAD 16TH BIRTHDAY FOR ME... :(
On the 31st of May, jeng jeng jeng... we had our Mother Tongue O Level Examinations. -___- and "luckily" for jeradine, it was her birthday. After the papers, we all ate instant noodles on the floor and talked. Jeraaaa, we owe you a celebration!
If i'm not wrong, may is also the month that I got into kpop. (super junior to be exact) LOL.

June:
Holidays!!!! Spent most of my days on twitter and tumblr like some loser. And if i'm not wrong, 3 weeks of our holidays were actually spent in the classrooms, studying for our O's. -___- Oh yes, we went for retail therapy at bugis too~~ :)

July:
Racial Harmony day!!!! Hehehehe, wore my red kebaya to school. Wynn and jera wore matching bajus, faz wore and black and red cheongsam and wai yee wore a maroon kebaya~~ AH, we all looked good that day!! HAHAHA! Took some pictures with the class and with the girls~~ (L)(L)

August:
NDP!!! and and and... I can't remember. Okay, most of the time we were just studying our butts off in school.

September:
Hahaha nice one I can't remember anything too. LOL. Fail.

October:
O LEVEL MONTH. NO LIFE. STUDY, STUDY AND STUDY. For memory sake i'm just gonna post the dates of ALL my papers hahaha. 25th- English P1 and P2 , 26th-Math P1 , 27th- Math P2 , 29th- Chemistry P2.

Novemeber:
O LEVELS ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. 2nd- Geography , 3rd- Biology P2 , 8th- Social Studies AND(wtf right) food and nutrition. (this day really drained me omg. 2 hardcore papers in a day. Cambridge can ~~suck it~~ for killing us. ) , 12th- Chemistry P1 , 15th- Biology P1... AND END OF O's WOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!~~~~~ but to be honest, the end of O's wasn't as exciting as I expected it to be. Hahaha. But I remember sitting at Macs with Faz and Wynn eating ice cream and talking and talking and talking and checking out prom stuff thx to faz's iphone. Hahaha. On the 16th/17th, we went prom shopping!! :)
20th November wasss hahaha ridiculous!! Headed to wynn's house to buy SS3 tix and panicked then almost cried and then screamedddd our heads OFF at like 10.18am in the morning. HAHA OMG EPIC MOMENT. "WE ARE GOING TO SS3~~!!!~~"
25-28th had work at expo. MMI~ $$$$ lai lai.
30th November: PROM NIGHT 2010- A RED CARPET AFFAIR!!! Did hair and makeup at like 5-ish then wynn and jera came over to my place for my hairspray and to help me with my ~~failed~~ hair. Met fazzz below my block and met the guys/our dates at white sands. Then we headed to clarke quay to meet wai yee and her date! :) Oh yes. Dates for the night: Me & Ming Xuan , Wynn & Jasper, Faz & Zhafri, Jera & Jonathan Lim, Wai Yee & Edward, Wenxian & Cheryl & Wanting. LOL. Okay at clarke quay it rained like nuts. (zzz on prom night plus ~~4 inch heels wahlau~~) Wanted to take a cab but there was no cab. -_- the guys ended up buying umbrellas for us and they escorted(hahah i like that word!) us girls to THE ARENA. Found seats took many many pictures and had fun! Food was good. (Y) Our table produced 3 winners for lucky prizee woohoo. (Lucky number 48) Overall, Prom was definitely a VERY MEMORABLE EVENT!! (L)(L) ^-^ :D :D ~~and i survived the day in 4 inch heels yay.~~

December:
Hahaha, december was such a slacker month. Couldn't find a job so I stayed at home most of the time. :/
Just now(or yesterday), went for pool with cheryl tay and then had dinner with the girls! It was good to catch up with everyone!! (L)(L)
And now, on the 31st of december 2010, at exactly 4.34am, I am posting this. :)
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Overall, 2010 has been a wonderful year even though I was burdened by the O's.
I couldn't have made through this year without my wonderful family, amazing friends like aria, cheryl etc, my awesome girlzzzz/best clique!! (wynn, faz, jera, waiyee!!) , wenxian jasper and the rest of the softerwithoutvoice clique, fun-loving and hyper classmates, 4/10!!, the teachers of coral secondary school, schoolmates of coral sec!!!, juniors, cca mates, tuition friends and random people that I met in 2010. ^-^
To my family: even though i doubt that any of my family members read my blog, i wanna say thank and i love you all very very very much!! (L)(L)(L)(L)
To my wonderful friends Aria and Cheryl: Thank you for being there for me throughout all these years and for being a listening ear whenever something happened in school and at home. I hope that 2010 is just another year in our wonderful friendship. LOVE YOU!!! (L)(L)(L)
To my awesome girls/clique/softerwithoutvoice: OMG. I couldn't have survived school without ALL of you. For the girls, we seriously stuck through thick and thin with each other despite all the drama that has happened in 2010. I'm completely amazed!! So many things have happened this year but we stuck through, stronger than ever. I hope that our friendship will continue to grow and strengthen when we go our separate ways. You girls have made a great impact on me and thank you so much for the advice, jokes and for being there for me in and out of school. (L)(L) LOVE YOU GIRLS!!! As for the guys, thank you so much for being such awesome friends. Thanks to wenxian too, for being such a wonderful guyfriend and for your advice and concern in class! LOL. It'll be tough surviving in my little corner in class without you and the rest!

Okay, its like 5.09am now. I should be sleeping!! :/ LOL
I'll probably edit this post when i'm awake? HAHA.

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!!!

update.

2010-12-15T02:10:00.005+08:00

Graduation 2010~~ (30th September 2010)

Last day of school. (8th October 2010)

Start of O level (25th October 2010)

End of O level (15 November 2010)

Outing with girls and softerwithoutvoice (24th November 2010)

A red carpet affair- Prom Night 2010 (30th November 2010)

I haven't blogged for several months and its time for some updates~~

Firstly, O LEVELS HAVE ENDED!!!! HAHAHA. Someday, maybe 5-10 years down the road, i'm going to come back to this blog to relive my memories and one of it shall be the sheer joy of finishing my O's. After O's, went shopping with the girls for prom stuff. :) On one of the days, we had an outing to marina barrage and town with softerwithoutvoice!! Next was working at the expo for MMI. BLOODY TIRING. But met many great people~~ :) OH, ON THE 30TH, WE HAD OUR PROM!!!!! "A red carpet affair-Prom Night 2010" (L)(L) Everyone looked stunning and awesome. Had so much fun that day. It was truly a night to remember. (Pictures will be up soon~~) The next event was the trip to KL with my family. (L) It was so impromptu that it killed my mood for the first day. But subsequently, had a great time with my family. :)

Yep, thats all. Right now, i'm sick with a flu+sore throat. The strange thing is that i'm craving for so much junk food. Sigh. -___-

So that's about it. I suck at blogging now since I haven't done it in awhile.
Kkkk bye~~

HAHAHA HI.

2010-12-15T01:12:00.002+08:00

I WANTED TO BLOG BUT BLOGGER WON'T LET ME UPLOAD ANY PHOTOS. :(

hi i'm back.

2010-07-23T15:18:00.004+08:00

Hihihihi!!

Okay so i'm finally blogging! HEHEHE.

Okay no one comes here anyways so this post will be a form of memory for me.

On wednesday, 21st July, it was RACIAL HARMONY DAY!! :)

Almost the whole class came dressed in ethnic costume.

And and my beloved girls were all looking sexy too! (L)

We even had a theme. Cool right? :D

Anyways, i've been sick for the past 2 days.

I miss everyone.

But I need the rest, past few days have been crazy.
O level listening compre, O level chemistry SPA.

So ya, when i'm stressed I get sick. :(

I'm so weak boohoooo.

okay thats all. I have another post in my drafts that I should probably post too.

Bye!!

2010-07-13T16:52:00.004+08:00

Hihihihihi, okay i'm finally updating after so many ringdingdong weeks.

These are the pictures of what i've been up to lately.

1. I got new shades hehehe. (not important but i like the picture lol)

2. I got a new crush. (okay not crush but um, idol ^-^) Oh and i'm (quite) into kpop now.

3. Crescendo. (ages ago but i thought i should just post a pic)

4. Shopping!!!

The last one that is not included, is STUDYING.

90 something days to O's.

3 MONTHS.

OMG.

time to chiong like mad already.

okay bye!!!!!! :)

future?

2010-05-21T23:58:00.007+08:00

(g4ngst4zzzzz)

SUPDAWG.
FYI: I use blogger, tumblr and livejournal now. mycokelight, anitaismine and omy-anitaishere. :) But my livejournal can suck it because i'm such a noob at it. Anyways, this week, we got back most of our results. Ughhh, i'm not going to mention anything because there's so much drama regarding this. Just work harder anita! Chinese o's coming up in 9 days. Oh well what can I say about chinese. Everyone knows i'm an epic failure.

Hmmmm, these few days i've been contemplating about my future. OMGGG, i have no clue where I want to go. (poly/jc) And i don't know whether I should follow my interests or just be practical and choose an option that is safer. WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY AM I SO FICKLEMINDED. Grrrrrr. But what's important is to shoot for the moon! HEHEHE. ;)

So yeah.... most probably i won't be blogging that much. (duh haha) but my tumblr and twitter are pretty active! (mobile web roxx)

:B TEEHEE.
xoxo.

[p/s i don't know whats up with the stupid ads in my cbox and i can't be arsed to delete them but please don't click on the shit i'm not responsible for any viruses kk! ]

"Stop trying so hard, everyone knows you're a fake"

sweet sixteen.

2010-05-06T23:28:00.005+08:00

(zzzzz, chemistry paper was such a mood killer.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I AM SIXTEEN YEARS OLD ALREADY!

DON'T PLAY PLAY.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

(And I can finally watch shutter island!)

Anyways, A BIG BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME AND GAVE ME GIFTS!

I really really appreciate it! (L)

Anyways, I REALLY WANT TO UPLOAD MORE PHOTOS.

But my internet has been a bitch lately.

So, i'll try tomorrow since I don't have school tomorrow.

Oh yessssssssssss, ALL THE BEST EVERYONE FOR THE REST OF YOUR PAPERS!

xoxoxoxoxoxoox.

6 minutes to the end of my birthday :(

stu dying.

2010-05-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

Picnic on friday with the girls!

Wynn couldn't come! :(

Oh and we were quite moodless that day.

I think because it was so damn hot. :/

Anyways, i know i'm not efficient but i'll upload the pictures on facebook soon!

Facebook uploader keeps failing on me. ~.~

NOW TIME TO CHIONG WORK.

THIS FEW DAYS DAMN HARDCORE OKAY.

I'VE BEEN STUDYING FOR 3-4 HOURS STRAIGHT.

ALL THE BEST FOR MIDYEARS EVERYONE! :)

4 days hehehehehehe. ;)

??

2010-04-25T01:00:00.005+08:00

wilted.

today was chinese oral and i screwed up.
ugh even the thought of it makes me depressed. whatever, chinese sucks.
oh and i ate hotcakes today!
LIKE FINALLY.
but it made me alot happier. :)
This monday would be paper 1 for both chinese and english.
AND ITS ALREADY THE END OF APRIL.
RIDICULOUS.
I have a fear of the future(grr i know this is so cliche) but i seriously hate the fact that everything seems like its out of our hands and we're no longer in control of our lives.
Let fate decide?
Or decide our own fate?
WOAH THIS IS SO EMO AND RANDOM.
But I am scared.
Like, so weird eh.
Ugh.
Time flies so quickly.
We don't even have time to think and reflect on what has happened because more shit would happen.
AND THE CYCLE CONTINUES.
I'm tired and i'm struggling to keep up.
HOW.

zzz this is so emo and unlike me.
kk nvm bye.
1.23am liaozx.
time to sleieieiep.

&#$&@(*&#$

2010-04-18T02:50:00.004+08:00

I'M UPLOADING THE CRESCENDO PHOTOS ON FACEBOOK.
AND ITS CLOSE TO 3AM.
AND I FAILED LIKE 7 TIMES BEFORE SO THIS IS MY 8TH TRY.
MY FINGERS ARE CROSSED SO TIGHTLY NOW.

....

[edit]

OMFG IT FINALLY UPLOADED.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY NOW YESSSAAAAAAAAAA.

you put the lime in the coconut.

2010-04-14T23:19:00.004+08:00

pinnacle @ duxton.

5 bucks per person to go up 50 storeys to look around.

nuts right!

12.16am.

2010-04-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

oh man, laughed so hard at this.

...

2010-04-09T23:37:00.011+08:00

fucked.

"how did we get here?"

hiaxxx.

2010-04-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

I SHALL RESIST THE URGE TO BLOG...

1 MONTH TO MID YEAR. (AND NC16)

I MONTH 31 DAYS TO CHINESE O'S.

6 MONTHS TO O's.

WAHLAU.

I NEED MOTIVATION.

kekeke.

2010-04-03T01:22:00.003+08:00

Hahahahaha, i just did a new skin in like 1 hour.

ACHIEVEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Plus its chio.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA.

K its not really done, i just copied and pasted all the previous info but i have SO many dead links. ~.~

TAG ME WITH YOUR NEW LINKS OKAY!

Makes my life easier coz i'm abit lag.

Everyone changed their links but i either forgot or didn't know.

Ahahaha.

Gonna post properly some other time.

Its, 1.25am.

TIME TO SLEEP.

I AM IN A GOOD MOOD BECAUSE WE HAVE LIKE A 6 DAY BREAK.

GOOD FRIDAY+WEEKENDS+SUPER ACHIEVERS= DAMN HAPPY. :D

KKKK BYEBYE EVERYONE

XOXOXOXOXO

MUAXXXMUAXXXKISSKISS.

2010-03-28T23:16:00.003+08:00

lights of ion turned OFF.

candles~

run run run!

people feeding fishies. :)

chio.

went to the botanic gardens and spent earth hour in town yesterday :)

walk walk walk until my big toe hurt to a point where i couldn't even walk properly today.

sigh, it still hurts now. :(

SCHOOL TOMORROW.

ARGHHH UGH HMMM TSK ZZZ SIGH.

such a mood killer. :/

and i need to change my damn blogskin because of the annoying ads!

but the problem is, all the skins are so... typical.

and blogger templates are so... typicalx2.

hmmmmmmmm how?

lol.

i'm so fickle minded just strangle me nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

~.~

2010-03-25T23:31:00.005+08:00

Just realised, my skin tone is really really dark. (i know its obvious)

And my tan line is disgusting.

SUNBLOCK(!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Tomorrow= School+1.5 hours of chinese+CCA+Tuition.

~______~

TTS!

Time To Sleep. :)

"The good times of today, are the sad thoughts of tomorrow. "

guitar~

2010-03-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

I FEEL LIKE PUKING BUT I'M STILL DOING MY WORK + POSTING.

HAHA.

Anyways, had guitar competition on Saturday. Crazy shit. Totally really really didn't expect to win. :O Yeah, so won a big ass trophy :B I DON'T THINK GOT $$$$ LEH.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

This is what everyone expects!

The whole thing lasted 3 hours plus. -_-So many sections! Keyboard was the worst(no offence) because everyone played the same song and to me, there was not much difference. :/

Altogether, there was keyboard(junior/open), guitar(junior/intermediate/open), accoustic/electric guitar, drums.

Won 1st for guitar intermediate. :)

Totally unexpected coz when they announced 3rd, 2nd and 1st, i wasn't even wearing my shoes. -_- Then the retarded thing was that, when they called my name, i rushed up and my shoes were not worn properly so i walked up like some idiot. :

After the whole thing, returned the trophies for engraving and had dinner.

Had the worst chicken rice ever -_-

Then went home and did homework.

YEAH.

(Oh yeah, i have no idea why the photo quality sucks.)

(Can someone tell me why? :O)

hehehehehhe

2010-03-16T16:51:00.002+08:00

LOL.

baobeiizxzx.

2010-03-14T23:41:00.004+08:00

monkey face hahaha.

happily reading the manual for his toy.
KPE.

bored in the car!

Dad bought a new camera unexpectedly! @___@

Totally shocked but happy in a way lol.

Brought it out today for Adam's "birthday" celebration lunch + jalan jalan around town. :)

Gonna play with it more and get to know it better.

AND MY BROTHER HAS A NEW PET!

LOL.

iRobot= Automatic Vacuum Cleaner.

Teenagers go to the IT show and come back with an MP3/Laptop/Netbook.

He comes home with a vacuum cleaner.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT LAZY BUM.

MY FAMILY DAMN CARTOON ONE I SWEAR!

OH YA, there's school for the whole week during our march holidays.

-______________-

And last night, I dreamt that I took my O' levels at a ranch.
With cowboy boots and a hat.

(Y)(Y)

my dreams are cool, right?

best day ever.

2010-03-10T00:27:00.003+08:00

PARAMORE!

AMAZING AWESOME CRAZY INSANE UNBELIEVABLE HARDCORE EPIC!

just for a day,

2010-03-05T01:00:00.004+08:00

ALL I WANT TO DO IS LAZE ON THE SOFA THE WHOLE DAY WATCHING SOME RETARDED CARTOON IN MY PYJAMAS WITH A BIGASS TUB OF ICE CREAM ON MY LAP.

WITH NO SCHOOL.

SERIOUSLY.

:)

2010-02-24T23:12:00.004+08:00

Quick post before I go to bed early tonight. (like finally!)

Just wanted to thank everyone for the care and concern these days. (L)

I know i've been rather moody, but i've got a lot of stuff going through my mind. :/

My tolerance isn't that good and I can get mad/upset pretty easily.

Overall, i'm still okay but be careful :)

Thanks again and love you all.

P/S, this is not PMS. :P

pieces of me

2010-02-22T00:24:00.004+08:00

Hi. :)

It's 12.28am now and i actually made a long post but decided not to post it coz its um, sensitive. :/

Anyways, i've got no idea why but these days, i seem to be caught in dilemmas so often ugh. Maybe its because i can't get myself to be harsh towards people and i'm always so forgiving. Don't ask me why ah, even I don't know so i can't answer you. But yeah, life is tough when you're nice.

1) I get bullied and taken advantage of damn easily. Wah lau i'm like a dog sometimes. -_-

2) I would always, without a doubt, comfirm comfirm, feel guilty everytime i attempt to be harsh or unforgiving, thus leading to point 1.

3) I'm too afraid to speak out sometimes because I always end up taking back my words or worse, saying sorry like a million times.

4) It's easy and yet difficult to get myself to hate someone. One minute, I despise this person to the core and the next, I'm normal. I don't know why this happens and i'm not some 2-faced loser okay! Ugh, seriously, I'll just end up telling myself its not worth it to hate someone because i hate losing friends and I can't bear to live with myself= GUILT. RETARDED RIGHT.

5) I put others before me. I would always regard someone else's feelings before I regard my own. That's why sometimes, I do things that would please others but not myself. This is why my life sucks.

6) Last but not least, I cannot break someone's heart no matter how much I dislike/hate/loathe them. This equals to false hope= making me feel bad because i'm leading them on= i will feel like the biggest flirtatious bitch on earth=EMO. Unless i don't dislike the person then ya, i'm okay.

...

This is me and now you know. :B

Goodnight.

P/S, i'll probably delete this soon.

shiny.

2010-02-16T22:58:00.006+08:00

chio right? :)
so much for wanting to do homework hahahaha. :P
alright, bye.
xo, mobile!

thanks for nothing.

2010-02-15T00:18:00.002+08:00

"And I am done with your twisted symphony,
the words that had me sounding like stolen poetry,
I tore the pages and i can finally breathe.

I've been bruised and I've been broken
can't belive that I put up with all this pain
i've been used and I was chocking on the promise
hence, i would never fall again"

sums up what i'm feeling right now.
:/

:)

2010-02-08T17:29:00.005+08:00

Its such a shame that no one reads my blog these days. Sigh. Anyways on a random note, i miss my girlies. :) Came back early today cos i wasn't feeling too good. At least i can escape from my hectic life in school for a day though. :)
oh yes, yesterday was the auditions for the guitar competition and i dropped my music score halfway in the song. Made me wanna run away and hide under a rock cos it was damn pai se. :* but the results just came out and i'm heading to the finals! TEEHEE. :D
alright thats about it for now. I know i type machiam very formal but i don't care eh eh eh eh eh. LOL. ^-^
xoxo.

(BRING IT ON BUMBLEBEE :P)

mobile blogging rox.

2010-02-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

hi, bye! :P
oh yeah, give me some love on my tagboard. :)

epicity.

2010-01-31T20:25:00.002+08:00

Parents are at chinatown,

brother's in camp,

and i'm alone at home.

SIGH.

ANYWAYZ,

I FEELZ SOZ EMOZ THEZE DAYZ BUTZ IZ DON'TZ KNOWZ WHYZ.

HELPZ MEEZ PLEAZE.

PEE-EM-EZZZZ SUCKZ.

(holy shit i feel so gay :o)

alrighto, short update.

i still have so much work to do arghhhhhh.

friday: normal school day zzz, cca welcoming party thing, FAZYYWAZII'S BIRTHDAY! (L), celebration at pastamania and then camwhoring.

saturday: school, guitar, johor!

sunday: arts and craft @ xuan's, simpang bedok for dinner and what i'm doing now.

okayz, byez. ;)

sod you.

2010-01-27T16:12:00.008+08:00

HI!

Okay, cannot scold me already coz i've updated!

Hehehehehe.

Pretty lazy to blog now so i'll just post pictures kkk. :)

both got evil looks!

"i'm full."

SEXY MAN WOOTWOOTZ!

monkeybaring!

hahahaha my standard pose.

emo kid.

emo kid #2.

7 +my ezlink card. :/

phail.

2010-01-15T23:52:00.003+08:00

hihihihellohello!

hmmm, haven't blogged in awhile, all because of school and O's.

SIGH.

most probably, i won't be blogging till fridays/weekends so yeah.

don't miss me hahahahaha! :3

anyways, school has been rather tiring lately.

okay not rather, but very tiring!

the minute i come home, i just sit on the sofa and stare into black space for a few seconds because i'm so mentally exhausted. ~.~

awwwwwwwwwwwwww man.

I WILL NOW BLOG ABOUT MY LIFE.

---

1) okay so today was CCA orientation.

aiya since everyone's blogging about it i shall too.

IT WAS EPIC.

harrassed sec 1s(k, most of it by none other than goh wenxuan lah lol)

but most of the time, i was @ the back of the hall w/ xuan, faz, wynn, wy, jera, ivan, roy, amanda.

LOL, we were either cheering or jeering but it was pretty funny. :)

2) i got a new chinese class, don't play play!

4EE. LOL.

4 excellence!

i think our teacher rocks.

but classmates mmmmm, not really huh.

always bully me!

3) i got a new seat in class.

and i hate the glare/sun.

grr.

4) i got a new toy.

hehehehehe. ^-^

5) i ate roti kirai twice this month already.

i know this is dumb but i couldn't resist. :/

6) biology o level spa tomorrow.

ridiculously fast.

WISH ME ALL THE BEST!

I HOPE MY CALCULATOR DOESN'T DIE.

7) I love DF.

HAHAHAHA. (L)

8) TWO THINGS!

7th FEB GUITAR COMPETITION.

7th MARCH PARAMORE CONCERT.

BLOODY HELL ONE MONTH APART.

scarexcited!

(scared-excited, y'know?)

fund me fund me fund meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

PARAMORE AWAITS.

alright, bye!

newhair.

2010-01-04T10:54:00.003+08:00

While you were in school...

STFU I WAS BORED AND I ALREADY SLEPT FOR LIKE 14 HOURS. :P

but i'm feeling alot better today, except for my chesty(hahahehehoho) cough that's making me sound like a tranny. ):

oh, and i chopped off like 3 inches of my hair.

see you tomorrow suckaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazxzxzx.

p/s no i'm not high on medicine. :)

sighsigh...

2010-01-04T00:01:00.003+08:00

EMO.

I'M SICK AND I'LL ME MISSING THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

01.01.2010.

2010-01-01T00:45:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010.

(1st January 2010!)

Cheers to the joyous smiles, the miserable frowns, the hearty laughter, the salty tears and lastly, the memories that will be cherished forever.

XOXO.

hohoho.

2009-12-25T22:58:00.006+08:00

HEY.

I'M GOING TO MALAYSIA FOR SOME (hopefully) HARDCORE SHOPPING.

Anyways, hope everyone enjoyed their christmas!

Spent mine @ home, packing and watching christmas re-runs. *sigh*

Sorry xuan and jera ):

Gosh, can't believe it's already Christmas, 6 more days till 2010!

Have to say, 2009 went by exceptionally fast. (even though i can still clearly remember sitting in class, watching the clock, while zhangyan talks. -_-)

Also, 2009 was filled with many highs and lows.

But...

Thank you everyone for making 2009 a memorable year! ^-^

Crap, 2010 will be so damn scary, without a doubt! :O

I have no idea why, but I wanna make some resolutions for 2010!

(since i'm already blogging heheh)

1. Spend more time with my family and
friends.
Its quite a scary prospect, all the diseases,
accidents and what not? You'll never know what would happen tomorrow? ):
2. Study harder.
HAHAH, i've been slacking so much this year and it shows. AND
O'LEVELS NEXT YEAR! :O
3. Be a better person(a better, daughter, sister,
friend and student).
Better as in, friendlier, nicer, more understanding, less
irritating. :)
4. Appreciate everyone and everything that I
have.
Because I don't know how i'll live without them (L) Pretty
much just appreciate my whole life more. :)
5. WRITE A NEW YEAR RESOLUTION FOR
2011!
HAHAHA! Damn stupid, I only have 5 new year resolutions for
2010.
BUT CAN'T BLAME ME I'M NEW AT THIS. :3

Alright, goodnight everyone!

XOXO.

Have a merry merry christmas and enjoy the weekend! :D

(p/s, i still have 2008 new year countdown photos!)

f-o.

2009-12-14T16:14:00.004+08:00

"live a life through a new perspective?"

my head hurts and i lost my booklist...

fml.

NUMBER 400!

2009-12-08T15:39:00.004+08:00

(Picture taken @ tree top walk)

I'M OUT FROM THE JUNGLE.

HAHAHA. ;)

LOL, yeah.

OBS was awesome.

Made many new friends, experienced something totally different(peed in the jungle hehe) and had an awesome time.

Day 1: RALEIGH(!!), instructer marie(ROXXXXX!), packed, pitched tents, belayed, outdoor cooking, sleeeep.

Day 2: Trek to camp 1, high elements(scary but awesome), capsize drill, kayaking to some ulu island, set up tents, campfire, reflections, briefing, sentry(sp?) duty, sleep.

Day 3: Sea expedition(hardcore!) , raft-up(OB1-KANOBI WON!), mutiara lost her glasses, got hit in the head(i'm still alive hehe), hot weather, RAINED HEAVILY, freezing(brrrrrr), raft up for lunch, endured(thanks and sorry mut and wynn!), REACHED KAMPONG MAMAM AFTER 8 HOURS(!!!!), set up tents, cooked, shared stories, got bitten by sandflies, slept, woke up coz of stray cats and dogs(@____@)

Day 4: LAND EXPEDITION(!!!!), 13.5KM, became the bottle lady(hahahaha!), top of the world, heavy bags(D:), sang songs, QUARRY JUMP(!!), damn shiok fresh water, STONE THROW ACTIVITY, COMPLETED IT, CORAL CHEER(!!!!!!! mad awesome love u raleigh), skipped checkpoints and headed straight to camp 2, "DIRT DON'T HURT AH-OOH-GAH!", finished strong, reflections, unpacked, pitched tents, watched the sunset(L), sang songs, SHOWERED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 3 DAYS(shiok!), cooked, ate apple crumble!, bonded, sleeeeeeeep(hahahah drama on the last night)

Day 5: Woke up, got ready, packed store room, had reflections and feedback moment(thanks everyone! (L)), jump-and-hit-bell activity, assembled, waited for the boat, took pictures, laughed hard(HAHA), left ubin camp 2(awww ):), reached mainland singapore, waited, bought OBS shirts, left punggol, found out who got kicked out of sg idol(HAHA YESSA), headed to ws, ATE MCDONALDS, went home. :)

RALEIGH AND INSTRUCTER MARIE FTW!

(pictures taken from wynn's facebook!)

Alright, bye! ;)

scared.

2009-11-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

OBS TOMORROW!

GOODBYE!

M.I.A!

this is why i'm cool

2009-11-27T01:41:00.008+08:00

its 1.54am and i win for bored dumbass of the year.
:)

---

(yum)

;)

down right bloody awesome to the max!

2009-11-23T00:34:00.009+08:00

Hello!
Haven't really been updating, hah sorry. :3
But significant events for the past few months have been:
Aunt Zi came(but left)!
Start of holidays!
Amanda's birthday!
DF08 CHALET!

Wynn's birthday bbq celebration!

(have no idea whats up with the bad photo quality D:)

Wynn: Hope you had an awesome birthday! <3

DFO8: Hope you guys had an awesome time @ the chalet! <3

Guest: Hope you guys enjoyed the bbq and thanks for coming! <3

Esther poh: We'll miss you! <3

Anyways,

I'LL UPDATE THE REST SOON!

kk, byebye.

xo. ;)

HAHAHA.

2009-11-03T17:31:00.000+08:00

Love you ralph, xoxoxo.

random.

2009-10-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

Unker (L)

trying to rob unker.

(L)(L)

Okay i updated!

Bye.

(first 2 pictures from faz!)

in the dead of the night...

2009-10-04T01:20:00.003+08:00

time to eat mooncakes!

strawberry snow skin single yolk here i come. ^-^

HAHA.

[ WHEN CAN I GET MY HANDS ON BNE?!??! ): ]

BNEENBBENNEBEBENEBENBNEBENEBENEBENEBENEBE!

hihihihi.

2009-09-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

I'LL BE BACK SOON.

UPDATES, PICTURES, TAGS ;)

Busy bee can't you see?

HAHA.

BYE! (L)

i'm on a roll.

2009-08-30T18:23:00.007+08:00

Overdued from 14/08. :)
Hardcore picture spam.

LOL, this is my 2nd for the day.

P/s, it's bloody freezing!

But i love the weather~

xo.

awesomenest. :)

2009-08-30T17:59:00.003+08:00

Overdued from 06/05. :)

meowmeowmeowmeowmeow.

2009-08-24T15:53:00.002+08:00

"I don't wanna be the girl that has to feel the silence,
the quiet scares me coz it speaks the truth."
---

SO BORED!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
:/

2009-08-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

"Keep it sweet, keep it slow.
Let the future pass, and don't let go.
But tonight,
I could fall too soon,
into this beautiful moonlight."

2009-08-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

I is velly velly lazy to update blogo and do coursework.
But I is have no choice so i has to do my homework. ):
LOL K.
I'm being stupid whatever...
Anyways, been busy with school and stuff.
It's like a freakin' juggling act.
Tiresome routine!

Today, sleepy day(Everyday is a sleepy day! :P)
Chemistry was um, confusing. LOL.
I forgot what lesson we had after chem, damn my memory is failing on me. :B
Before recess, had chinese and a new chinese teacher!
She's better than zhangyan!
Wonder if she can save my chinese, LOL.
Recess was alright, esther wasn't there.
(OH, esther i just learnt your chinese name today! LOL, hi gold fish, i'm yellow forest. :D)
HAHAHAHA.
After recess, stars.
Played the hand linking game thingy, epic fail lor our group.
But it was fun and not boring. :)
Teacher let us study for geog test after that.
Geog test was um, alright.
I wrote alot of shit eh, pray for better marks.
After school, cca.
Submitted competition photos.
Walked home alone at first, then waited for wynnnnnnn at the bus stop then i met the weird hissing lady. :O
She followed me eh!
Yeah so yak yak yak yak then went home to find brother mopping the floor. LOL (Y)
He vacuumed, mopped, hanged clothes and ordered dinner!
My brother rox. LOL.

Hmmm, my playlist is playing all the sad and lonely songs. ):
Why so depressing?
LOL, reminds me of those sad clown pictures with tears.
.
.
.
LIKE THIS.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
LOL I FEEL DAMN ABNORMAL NOW.
BUT, TURN THAT FROWN UPSIDE DOWN! ^-^
.
.
.
.

LOL.
RONALD MCDONALD TRADING CARDS FTW.
SO COOL.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!
K bye.

/edit.
I read the caption.
Earn 1000 points for making a kid cry?!
BOYCOTT MCD! >:O
But the picture was funny anyways.
Hmmmmmm....

AWESOMEEEEEEEEE

2009-08-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

LADY GAGA'S CONCERT WAS SO DAMN AWESOME!
The lights, the music, the atmosphere,the crowd, the moshing, the jumping, the lesbians(:O LOL *awkward moment*) and especially Gaga herself. <3
I will never forget this amazing experience.
I'm still so damn happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy woot woot, hahahahahaha. ;)

Pictures will be up on lj soon, go see see see! :)
Btw, blogger is seriously totally screwed. :B

"To all the ones we've lost,
to all the tears we've cried,
here's to all our future loves,
and all the brown brown eyes."

(Side note: Fasting month is coming! :O)

gagagagagagagagaga. <3

2009-08-10T18:45:00.001+08:00

EXCITED! :D
K, bye. ^-^

2009-08-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Singapore/Fregory!~
Feel really bad for not being able to make it for the bbq.
Instead, had to go for a wedding and then to great aunt's house.
Quite boring eh.
Came home just in time for the parade.
It was awesome! <3
Hehehe.

Is there a tiny spark waiting to be rekindled? Hope so. <3

2009-08-07T16:37:00.000+08:00

Ola amigos~ :)
Bigass ulcer on my lower lip, hurts to smile, talk, laugh, eat. FML.
Anyways, school was short today.
The assembly programme was quite pathetic.
CCA meeting and then FNN practical.
Sad case, had to cancel movie plans. ):
Anyone wanna catch G.I joe/ UP?
Oh yeah, blogger is still screwed to the max.
I think i'll post pictures on lj. :D
Now, i need some food and sleep. :/

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2009-08-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hihi.
Rushing through coursework and mindmaps.
Wah lau.
So much work to do so little time.
LOL, k i shouldn't be blogging now. :B
Off to work~ :)

just breathe

2009-08-02T19:18:00.005+08:00

Blogger became screwed again.
Ah, this sucks.

TOMORROW. TOMORROW. TOMORROW.
GOSH I'M DAMN SCARED.
NO KIDDING, I THINK I'LL BREAKDOWN TOMORROW OR SOMETHING.
*hyperventilates*
BALLS! *&^$

My heart is racing as it's moving closer.
Time's a bitch and my heart is sinking fast.
Would it be my mistake?

flying without wings.

2009-08-01T00:31:00.006+08:00

(Green eyed monster or idiot?)

It's 12.31am. I have 2 ulcers on my tongue, i'm eating chocolate and i'm listening to love songs by westlife. What does that mean? :O

Woah, all the girly hormones acting up is scaring me. :/

Oh, look my blogger seems to be okay.

Finally! :O

Anyways, long day tomorrow.

Guitar(last lesson before ABRSM exams, scary!) and then aunt's house to cook food for 20 people/cleaning/packing.

We'll see how it goes.

Thank you for turning a deaf ear to my advice. I'll learn to be ignorant eventually.

Dysfunctional but definitely stronger than the rest. <3

2009-07-30T22:51:00.003+08:00

"May i return,
to the beginning,
the light is dimming,
and the dream is too."

Hihihihihi~
Past few days have been rather tiring.
I have been using lessons to copy homework, then don't pay attention, so during that lesson i won't know how to do the homework and end up copying homework for that subject during another lesson. ( HAHA UNDERSTAND? )
Everything snowballs and now, i'm pretty much clueless about everything and anything.
Worries me a little, so have to buck up and i'm determined to improve my grades~

Oh yeah, happy birthday wenxian! :D
Hope that you'll like your present! :)

Alright, alot of stuff going on nowadays.
Hope that we can straighten things out because i agree that things are definitely fucked.
So, cheer up ladies{and gentlemen}! (L)

infinite xs and os. :)

wrote our names in blood.

grumbles.

2009-07-28T17:32:00.002+08:00

Blogger's pretty much very screwed. ):
I can't allow "anyone" to view my blog.
So for now, i've only invited a few people. :)
Gimme emails to invite others. :D
Okay, BYE! :D

P/s, i can't post pictures. Damn. :/

2009-07-26T00:13:00.003+08:00

(Stupid trees!)

Back from the bbq. :)

Pretty tired.

Pictures up soon but honestly, not many.

Oh ya, perhaps some outdated ones too.

LOL.

I feel like eating my milo nuggets eh.

Craving, mmmmmmm. :)

Oh that reminds me I STILL HAVE POCKY @ HOME.

MUAHAHAHA. :)

Haven't touched 'em yet.

Hehe. :D

You turned away from all the things that we've been trying to say.

Abracadabra~

2009-07-19T23:42:00.004+08:00

Hi people~

Friday:

Went back to school, ahhhhhh it was nice. :D

After school, caught harry potter & the hbp with cheryl, marcus, leo and coen. :)

Hm, disappointing but still pretty good.

Then met jera and eileen and we had dinner. (MY BAG! HEARTBREAK! ): )

Headed to tuition. :B

Saturday:

2 hours of guitar and while on the way back, a girl on a bike was knocked down by a car! @__@

Scary, but she was alright.

In the evening, went to simei for budget japanese food and then to orchard.

Brother wanted to go to ion but it wasn't open yet lol.

So we ended up @ taka and went nuts.

Pocky, fran, candy and seaweed.

Bliss~

Today:

Aunt came over, mum cooked lunch and we sent bro to tekong.

Snip snip, went home did homework ate dinner and watched harry potter~ :D

Nothing's quite the same now,

Cuz you remind me of the time,

when we were so alive,

do you remember that?

joy.

2009-07-16T23:21:00.003+08:00

I'll be back!

See you!

;)

xx (L)

I need freedom.

2009-07-15T23:06:00.004+08:00

(Gorgeous)

---

I need to leave these 4 walls.

I need to breathe in fresh air.

I need to stare at the bright blue sky.

I need to admire the colour co-ordinated HDB blocks.

I need to walk along the canal and enjoy the techni-coloured reflections.

I need to laugh and have fruitful conversations with my friends.

I need to exercise.

I need to play games.

I need physical contact with other human beings.

I need to walk along the park.

I need to walk along shopping centres.

I need to look at cute guys.

I need to shop.

I need my friends.

I need a different environment.

I need to get out of this cage.

I need my life back.

---

After awhile, a girl gets desperate for the simple pleasures in life.

I don't want to remain cooped up at home.

Sigh.

amazing.

2009-07-14T12:52:00.005+08:00

"and i'll take the truth at any cost."

2009-07-13T23:54:00.005+08:00

I can't go to school tomorrow.

I'll be home alone, not allowed to go out.

);

...

2009-07-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

Results not out.

Don't ask me questions.

If people asks you, say don't know.

Kk.

flag raising. :O

2009-07-10T15:36:00.007+08:00

Just came back from white sands with 3 incredibly open people.

One word: Informative. LOL.

Off to prezz's, bye. :)

HOORAH!

2009-07-07T17:40:00.004+08:00

New skin!

^-^

I took forever but it's done now.

Sense of accomplishment hahahahahahaha!

But if you think improvements can be made, tell me. :D

Even if you hate it tell me. :/

I tried to make it as original as possible but if it's similar to anyone's then it's coincidental.

Kk.

P/s, i know my font is a gay colour. :O

2009-07-06T22:14:00.003+08:00

Sleepy.

-_____-

2 zuo wens to go.

TRANSFORMERS WAS AMAZINGLY EPIC.

(Y) (Y) (Y) (Y)

(Y) (Y) (Y)

(Y) (Y)

I go a walkin', after midnight, searching for youu~

2009-07-05T23:58:00.008+08:00

Hey.

Sorry -- that i couldn't go today. ):

Hm, stayed @ home in the afternoon and watched tv.

Went to giant in the evening to buy bro's stuff.

Came back, rushed here and there and left for white sands.

Bro ate dinner and we sent him off~

Came home and watched war of the worlds.

GR8 MOVIE OMG!

I just did fnn research and watched desperate housewives[RIP EDIE ):]

Now blogging and watching wimbledon finals. :)

Fifth set, close fight yo.

"TRANSFORMERS, ROBOTS IN DISGUISE, TRANSFORMERS, MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE"

*squeals*

Can't wait. ^-^

(Oh yeah, i realised my mistake in my MIA post. HAHAHA. Sorry, it's transformers not terminator. Fyi, Terminator is also a kick-ass movie.)

Plus drama queen's writing a script tomorrow and playing sims 2 while giving me inspiration for zuo wen.

Hehehe. :)

Night.

My eyes are on the verge of closing shut already ah.

-__-

/EDIT.

Damn damn the match hasn't ended!

THEY'VE PLAYED FOR 3 AND A HALF HOURS.

*kowtow*

Fifth set, 8 games all!

Damn, i'm on the edge of my seat!

Actually i'm sitting on the floor but ah who cares. LOL!

FEDERER JUST SAVED 2 GAME POINTS~

...

9 GAMES ALL.

TSK.

SIR ALEX FERGUSON IS WATCHING THE MATCH HAHAHAHA. (WHERE'S OWEN LOL)

RUSSELL CROWE IS WATCHING TOO. :O

/EDIT.

FEDERER JUST WON!

16- 14!

WTF.

HE PLAYED 16 GAMES TO WIN.

YOU ONLY NEED 6 TO WIN A SET!

OMGWTF.

IT'S FEDERER'S 15TH GRAND SLAM TITLE, HE BROKE THE RECORD.

THEY PLAYED FOR 4 HOURS.

WOAH.

ULTIMATE KUDOS TO THEM.

EPIC. :O :O :O :O

LOL & IT'S 1.35am.

WOOT.

KK.

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO CATCH ZZS.

NIGHT!~

2009-07-03T14:25:00.010+08:00

ALOHA!

I'M ON MUTIARA'S TWITTER!

AW SO TOUCHED MAN.

HEHHEHEHEHE.

---

IT'S FRIDAY ALREADY, SO FAST! :O

HAHAHAHA YAY, HAVE A GR8 WEEKEND AND YOUTH DAY EVERY1.

YOUTHS ROCK. :D

TEEHEE.

NO H8! ^-^

KK BB!

UPDATE L8ER MAY-B.

(LOL, DON'T ASK ME WHY I'M TYPING LIKE THIS)

---

{Fyi, cheer up you, you and you. ^-^}

---

/EDIT.

I can't post pictures in blogger, for some strange reason. @_@

Anyways, i wanna do a quiz! :D

1.Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, iPod, etcon shuffle

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Born to be wild- Adam Lambert(HAHAHAHA. I FEEL WILD!)

IF SOMEONE SAYS “YOU’RE HOT” YOU SAY?

Conspiracy-Paramore (No sense lol)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR LIFE?

Guilty as charged- Gym class heroes (I DON'T WANNA GO JAIL :O)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE LONG GOAL?

We are broken- Paramore(?!?!?!)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

True- Ryan Cabrera(I hope so. ^-^)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Sunday bloody sunday- U2 (AW DAMN)

WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT?

I don't care- Fall out boy(HAHAHA! Quite true.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON WHO LIKES YOU?

Geek in Pink-Jason Mraz(OMGOMGOMGOMG! LOL, AGREED)

WHAT DOES YOUR BEST FRIEND ALWAYS SAY TO YOU?

Boston- Augustana(@_@)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Wait for you-Elliot Yamin(??)

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SAYING?

Dare you to move-Switchfoot(Cool ^-^)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Mad World-Adam Lambert(Ummm... haha why not? Its a slow song anyways. :D)

WHAT WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Decode-Paramore(Paramore, hmmm not bad...)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Run-Snow Patrol(WOAH? I love running! )

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR HOUSE?

River flows in you-Yiruma(NOOOOOO, WEDDING/FUNERAL SONG PLS. ): )

WHAT DO YOU WISH YOU WERE DOING NOW?

Life on the moon-David Cook(Yeah i wish to be living on the moon. -_-)

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID?

Fences-Paramore(Nawwwwww, lol but we were talking about electric fences in school.)

WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT?

Heroes-David Cook(COOL. ^-^ But nope. )

WHAT ARE YOU WISHING FOR?

Superhuman- Chris Brown ft. Hilson(To be a superhuman?! WOAH! AWESOME! :D)

DESCRIBE YOUR LOOKS?

Better in time- Leona Lewis(HAHAHAHAHAHA! ^-^)

DESCRIBE YOUR PRESONALITY?

Cookie Jar- Gym class heroes(@___@ "i can't keep my hands off the cookie jar")

DESCRIBE YOURSELF AS THE WHOLE PACKAGE?

Lie-David Cook(OMG)

IF SOMEONE COMPLIMENTS YOU, YOU SAY?

Don't forget- Demi Lovato(HAHA. DON'T FORGET THE COMPLIMENT DUH ^-^)

~I added more questions from other sources ^-^~

HOW AM I FEELING TODAY?

Sober-Pink(yeah, duh lol)

WHERE WILL I GET MARRIED?

Misery Business-Paramore(Huhuh? Awwww)

WHAT IS MY THEME SONG?

How you love me now- Hey monday(Not bad, lol!)

WHAT IS MY BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?

Hoedown Throwdown-Miley cyrus(One of my friend's theme song, lol!)

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT ME?

Bleeding love-Leona Lewis(Aw, so i give out love often huh?)

HOW IS TODAY GOING TO BE?

About a girl-The academy is(ABOUT ME LAH! HAHA)

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?

Crush-David Archuleta(Good crush of bad crush? @_@)

HOW IS MY LIFE GOING?

Over my head(cable car)-The fray(Hmm?)

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE ME?

Bounce-The cab(Bouncy? LOL)

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST ME?

Dancing in the moonlight-Toploader(LOL.)

WHAT WILL YOUR DYING WORDS BE?

Whoa-Paramore(YEAHHHHHHHHHHH!)

WHAT TYPE OF MEN DO YOU LIKE?

All about you-Mcfly(awwwwwwww. ^-^)

WHAT IS SOME GOOD ADVICE?

Stuck with each other-Shontelle ft Akon(LOL. Stuck with who?)

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Woah, alot of questions hahaha.

Bored lah, kk bye! ^-^

2009-07-01T17:00:00.003+08:00

ALOHA!~

(I'm bringin' joy 2 da world! ^-^)

[LOL!]

School was LOL today.

Me and Mutiara kept talking about fighting spiders, HAHA, obsessed plz.

NO ONE UPLOADED THE LATEST EP YET, DAMN. ):

Anyways, chinese lesson was fast! :O

Teacher talked about MJ and we were supposed to do a short story.

English, rushed through SS and chem. :B

Felt bad for not listening, but no choice man.

Maths, boring and annoying. -_-

RECESS WAS FUNNY.

HAHAH, MUTIARA SIAO.

Sat @ 3/10 table with mutiara, wynn, giin yi and esther then jeradine and xuan joined.

LOL, woah it was a hearty and funny conversation. :D

After recess, chem!

OI MR SUFYAN READS OUR BLOGS!

OMG.

Time to private it!

Lesson was on MOLES.

Oh ya then SS, interesting and quick.

Gossiped with mutiara, cheryl, fiona and adlina during group work, hehe.

Then cme, we were told to write stuff about other people.

Then pass your paper around so people can write about you.

We wrote shit lor, damn funny. :D

Mr Kwan was real sporting about it, lol.

Then school ended and I rushed to L.P for aural.

Last lesson before the exam, scared neh. :B

After lesson, bought lunch and walked home.

^-^

(Did I bring joy 2 you yet?!?!?!?!?!)

HOHO.

Bye.

P/s, TEAM XX FTW!

2009-06-29T16:20:00.001+08:00

EPIC SHIT! :O

2009-06-27T18:21:00.002+08:00

I'm down with gastric flu. -__-

Just woke up from a 4 hour nap and i still got no energy.

I feel like dying. D:

I don't want to go to school. ):

I haven't completed chinese.

Damn.

O____________________O

Kill me.

2009-06-26T16:36:00.003+08:00

RIP.

Michael Joseph Jackson.

(Aug 29, 1958- June 25, 2009)

I'm not a hardcore fan but i think he's awesome.

"If you enter this world knowing you are loved & leave this world knowing the same, everything in between can be dealt with."

MIA.

2009-06-22T23:19:00.004+08:00

"objects in mirror are closer than they appear"

Sup.

Next few days will be: homework, revision, exercising and maybe terminator revenge of the fallen. :)

I need to practice some self-control. :B

So yeah, bye for now. ^-^

Status: MIA.

2009-06-20T22:58:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone! ^-^

Past few days have been a blast, out shopping with cherylt on thursday,

and chek jawa with class on friday.

Kkk, so chek jawa:

Met Faz, Eileen & Mutiara and took 89 to Changi point ferry terminal.

We overshot and got lost(in a way, HAHA)

Then Eileen and Mutiara charmed their way into getting a free ride with some rich dude.

He kindly dropped us off at the ferry terminal, where most of them were there.

When everyone came, took a bum boat to the island of Pulau Ubin. :O

@ Ubin, we took a van to chek jawa.

From there, we started our walk.

Chek Jawa boardwalk near the sea, boardwalk along the mangroves.

Took ALOT of pictures, and the view is amazing. :)

Pretty interesting too, since our guide was none other than mr kwan himself. :3

After the boardwalk, we went up Jejawi tower and it was high. @_@

Pictures again. :D

Then, we walked to this cottage/exhibition place.

Damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wor.

Bought drinks and took jump shots(me, eileen and faz) while everyone left for this boardwalk.

After success, we joined the rest and took more jump shots.

Chilled a lil and then we made our way back. :)

Waited for the van and the driver took us to a quarry. ^-^

Gorgeous view + lovely sky. (L)

Photo taking, then off to the jetty.

Bum boat back. :)

I'm feeling real tired now, so i'm going to start with a 2-part photo bomb on the trip to chek jawa. :)

Part 1:

Jump shots @ boardwalk near cottage, quarry and bum boat back.

Bye~

xoxoxoxo.

I blogged so much! @_@

WOW.

LOL.

Have a wonderful day with your dads! :D

2009-06-18T23:38:00.003+08:00

(i likey my newy necklacy. HAHA)

Gangsta wannabes for life. ^-^V

Webcam is fun. :)

LOL.

{CREDITS GOES TO GOH W. XUAN FOR TAKING THE SCREENSHOTS}

[How do you take ss with a laptop?]

@______@

2009-06-17T15:58:00.002+08:00

Marilyn manson scares the shit out of me. :O

2009-06-16T23:27:00.002+08:00

Meet my neighbourhood cat,

who enjoys getting into the lift and chasing me in the corridors. :D

This cat has visited me @ my unit thrice, lol. :)

---

Today, had our bio course thingy @ TP.

Made soap using...

COOKING OIL!

:O :O

Shocking, and yet possible!

*imitates paul in chickvsdick*

HAHAHAHAHA.

(I'll add itching powder, chilli powder and dog food asap)

Anyways, i was late. -_____-

Then in school, had to fill in some darn forms.

@ TP, we had a lecture about the school's courses and more info on the experiment.

Headed to the lab, we were told to wear disposable lab "coats" and latex gloves.

Formed into groups with amanda, sharon and siti. :)

Started the experiment and it was pretty fun and funny. :D

Ended early but the canteen was closed so we bought sandwiches from a vending machine!

So cool~

Came back to school by 4.30 and walked towards the court to look for people to play ball.

Saw jasper and teddy, hi and bye and then went to buy drinks @ minimart and went home.

Pictures soon. :D

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-06-16T11:11:00.002+08:00

I HAVE COME BACK TO HAUNT YOUUU!

LOL hihihi. :)

Yesterday, we went to tekong to send my brother off.

Woah this is the first time that i've felt worried for him.

*prays*

They've got field camp for 6 days with full equipment and they have to run 1.5km and complete 11(killer)obstacle courses in 10 mins.

@_____@

TELL ME, HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?!

(Guys, i feel sad for you.)

Anyways, Had a tour around tekong island, recruits did oath-taking, lunch and then goodbyes. ):

I ran to the toilet because i didn't want to cry. ):

BUT I MISS HIM ALREADY. ):

Now it's just the 3 of us left and my house feels empty.

Awwwwwwwww...

---

Okay shit, i'll be late if i don't leave now.

Bye ya'll.

2009-06-13T01:09:00.004+08:00

(The twins, KL)

Hi.

Went to school today to collect some stuff, then walked over to jera's and played ball.

LOL, we lost our touch and our stamina, played a little and then we talked about stuff(hips don't lie!)

Headed up and used the computer.

Blogshop-hopped!

Serious urge to go shop ^-^

Surfed the net a little and then walked home.

Watched tv and prepared for tuition.

-______-

2 words:

Piss coloured.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

---

Blasting the final riot now.

Woah.

WOAH.

WOAH!

I've said this countless of times and i'll say it again.

I love paramore.

"this is your night,

so smile,

cuz you'll go out with style."

Night :)

[ i don't want aural tmr pls ): ]

2009-06-11T23:50:00.001+08:00

I AM SO...

HAPPY!

Joyous occasion!

OMG YAY!

2009-06-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

O-M-G!

I SO DESPERATELY WANT TO WIN OMG!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU ALL!

IF YOU HAVE RECEIVED AN EMAIL FROM SINGTEL ITS ME ME ME!

PLEASE REGISTER!

I REALLY WANNA WIN WIN WIN!

I'VE NEVER BEEN TO FREAKING CONCERT AND I WANT TO GO!

CAN YOU SEE HOW DESPERATE I AM!?!

PLEASE GIMME YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS SO THAT I CAN GET A CHANCE TO WIN THE TIX.

PRETTY PLEASE WITH A 176KG CHERRY ON TOP.

GOSH.

EMAIL ADDRESS K!

(just tag me with your email and name plz and tyvmtyvmxoxoloveyappl!)

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

:D :D

---

Just came back from a 3 day roadtrip to melaka and kl.

& guess what?

I kicked on a durian when I came home.

Now, I have 4 bleeding holes on my toes.

-____-

I officially feel like the most retarded idiot in the world.

*bangs head*

---

I WANT TO WIN THOSE TICKETS PLEASE HELP!

thats what you get when....

2009-06-05T11:49:00.004+08:00

"Summertime,

and the livin' is easy,

fish are jumpin',

and the cotton is high,

so hush little baby,

don't you cry."

2009-06-03T13:46:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna start on my movie marathon. :)

Woah i can hear my neighbour's surround sound and base from here. :O

Makes my heart pound with excitment.

Hehe.

^-^

2009-06-03T00:12:00.002+08:00

One more day to hannah montana the movie~

Just helped xuan update her blog.

Yes it's me, xuan won't be that gay in her posts.

HAHAHA.

I will get scolded, confirm.

Anyways, 1 day. :D

---

Thank you ivan! :D :D

I look like a tranny in the picture. ):

Imagine

fyl

what the hell

we'll be a dream.

EXHAUSTION...

Self doubt at its peak.

a picture speaks 5000 words. (II)

a picture speaks 5000 words.

Monday blueeeeeezz.

Polytechnic

Dubai day 1!

homg

Hello.

31st December 2010

update.

HAHAHA HI.

hi i'm back.

future?

sweet sixteen.

stu dying.

??

*&#*$&@(*&#$

you put the lime in the coconut.

12.16am.

...

hiaxxx.

kekeke.

~.~

guitar~

hehehehehhe

baobeiizxzx.

best day ever.

just for a day,

:)

pieces of me

shiny.

thanks for nothing.

:)

mobile blogging rox.

epicity.

sod you.

phail.

newhair.

sighsigh...

01.01.2010.

hohoho.

f-o.

NUMBER 400!

scared.

this is why i'm cool

down right bloody awesome to the max!

HAHAHA.

random.

in the dead of the night...

hihihihi.

i'm on a roll.

awesomenest. :)

meowmeowmeowmeowmeow.

AWESOMEEEEEEEEE

gagagagagagagagaga. <3

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

just breathe

flying without wings.

Dysfunctional but definitely stronger than the rest. <3

grumbles.

Abracadabra~

joy.

I need freedom.

amazing.

flag raising. :O

HOORAH!

I go a walkin', after midnight, searching for youu~

MIA.

thats what you get when....

&#$&@(*&#$